a short getaway for this weekend...

after been in "family tsunami", finally we have a short getaway this week as the Saturday is a public holiday... i think this should be fine as i need a break so much after gone thru so many problems recently...

plus, my kids are having the school holidays right now, so why not?

coincidentally, he planned to go travel to Penang in last minute when i never planned. hmm... sometimes i think he planned at wrong timing. if i don't agree, he would lose the temper for no reason..
funny eh?

hence, i just tolerante with him despite of knowing that my money will be "zero" any sooner... does everyone know how i feel???

very hard u know...

anyway i just let it goes on its course...

oh well, it's a time to break!!! need a break!!!

throw all problems into the sea and looking forward the happiness....

xxx

Mr Innocent is back :)

not back to Malaysia but he resumes his FB account... just found him last week... xoxo

I Run To You ♥

i really love this song although i can't listen... but i feel the song from my bottom of heart :)


She says her love for me could never die
But that'd change if she ever found out about you and I
Oh, but her love is cold
It wouldn't hurt her if she didn't know, 'cause...
When it gets too much
I need to feel your touch
I'm gonna run to you
I'm gonna run to you
'Cause when the feelin's right I'm gonna run all night
I'm gonna run to you
She's got a heart of gold she'd never let me down
But you're the one that always turns me on
You keep me comin' 'round
I know her love is true
But it's so damn easy makin' love to you
I got my mind made up
I need to feel your touch
I'm gonna run to you
Yeah, I'm gonna run to you
'Cause when the feelin's right I'm gonna stay all night
I'm gonna run to you
Yeah, I'm gonna run to you
Oh when the feelin's right I'm gonna run all night
I'm gonna run to you



* picked from Bryan Adams's song "Run To You" Lyrics ♥

a sweet story although it's just a time ♥

just found that my favourite dimple guy had removed his FB and everything that i could not find anymore... thought what had happened? we are barely talking each other on the cyber... i seldom know about what happens to him but whatever it is... i still care him as a dear friend who i used to like in the past and the present as well although in fact everything is changed... i mean our status are different already. i am attached whilst he is still hunting for the right one.... still we are friends what... i don't know if he really treats me as a friend or not...?

oh well... i admit i always check on his FB updates, love to do so... but his FB remains quiet... not much active as mine... a day before yesterday, his FB was there... just checking instantly but nothing was updated apart from the breakfast link that he invited one but none replied him... i just ignored this part since i am not living in US though... mmm...

and yesterday... when i went to his page but it didn't appear... i found this was strange? i tried to open his page but can't... then only i realized he was totally removed his FB account for goods. i was real shocking for this. why he removed? tried to recall any reasons... at first i saw his innocent picture, i told him this was real cute because he looked innocent in this picture and he laughed, mentioned that we shall meet again later this year... and onward, he removed all the profile picture except the dull picture which he looked unhappy in black and white mode...

and NOW, he is not longer at FB account, i don't know how to find him or contact him? i also not sure he keeps my number in case he wants to contact me? i am sure he would not keeps one! perhaps because he refused to give me his US number when i requested that time... :(

i still remember vividly when i found him in FB for first time was in November 2009, it was 4 years ago... then had spoke on and off... and he barely spoke to me until last year which was on Mayan New Year, he contacted me back thru FB message. we spoke thru FB as well as SMS which was given by him. that was a Malaysia number NOT US number... :( he used this number temporarily only. not for permanent one.

oh well, we met for first time, at Setia Walk by 9am sharp after 6 days from the date we first spoke. he wore the Red shirt and white short pant, brown shoes whilst i wore the baby blue dress which he said this was really nice.

*source - Starbuck Setia Walk*

:: memory :: memory ::

that was where he waited

for me... ♥

yay the Starbuck where we met.... everytime i passby there, i will miss that memory where we had created the memories once. although it was just a short time but still i had fun with him but i didn't know whether was he fun with me or not... whatever was it... i still appreciate those times with him... although for first time and perhaps it would be the last time as well because he removed the FB account and i thought he would not keeping his words to meet me again later this year... perhaps. in fact when he spoke that he would meet me again later this year, i even prepare to bake the cheddar cheese cake for him when he is back to Malaysia... BUT now it may not happens anymore...

the memory just fades away...

he is not there anymore...

i am really upset with him...

even he wanna removes his FB account, at least he should speaks or informs me and i could have his contact number so on... but he never did so...

now i totally lost, don't know how to contact him again...

sometimes i really miss when he texted me by calling me the full name of mine... i felt warm and loving.

i think he should knows i am used to crazy of him during secondary school and now... but he seems ... i don't know how to explain but i really want to get together with him for once... love is hard to predictable but if i don't do now, i shall get regret later on...

but now, i think i don't need these anymore since he doesn't appreciate everything we created and i guess he thought this was just a meeting between strangers.

oh well, just ignore... i still appreciate and will miss him as well as the memories we had created ONCE and the ONLY MEMORY! after 10 years plus since we left secondary school... i have been looking for him ups and downs... eventually i found him 4 years ago in FB. i was thankful to Facebook because it helped me to contact him back BUT now he is not longer there...

i don't know if it's worth that i had created the memories with him once? sounds funny and awful!

never mind, i think he just needs times and spaces for him alone... i just could give him blessings and hope he takes well care of himself and happy everyday!

Lev, I miss you... take care!

xxx

One Day

fyi, when i browsed MPH Online, i found this novel called "One Day", i got interested to know about this. hence, i browsed more details about this. yay, this is also included the movie as well apart from the novel.  

frankly speaking, i am so much in love with the love story etc... make me feel younger and energetic... hehe *kidding* but i am like a girl who is always dreaming the fantasy love, dreamland, Cinderella love story, Snow White love story and etc... i love to watch as well as read the love stories.  i even wish everything happens to me in fantasy mode... but impossible? never mind, can dream but wants to make it a reality is a big difficult... hehe unless i have a strong desire / ambition / feel to make it comes true... can eh? LOL...

in my real life, my love is not so romance and happier than what those love stories told about... my hubby is not a kind of romance person who could give me more happiness and romances. he is likely a childish and stubborn guy who always against my ideas all the times if something goes wrong! as well as being a daddy of two, still couldn't carry a duty very well. as i spoke in previous entries, his tempers are not that good. still hot and would whack if something is wrong. that makes me pissed off at times!

hmm...

okay, just ignore these. back the topic! i copy some to share here...

One Day is a novel by David Nicholls, published in 2009. Each chapter covers the lives of two protagonists on 15 July, St. Swithin's Day, for twenty years. The novel attracted generally positive reviews, and was named 2010 Galaxy Book of the Year.^[1] Nicholls has adapted his book into ascreenplay; the feature film, also titled One Day, was released in August 2011.

Plot

Dexter and Emma spend the night together following their graduation from Edinburgh University in 1988. They talk about how they will be once they are 40. While they do not become romantically involved completely, this is the beginning of their friendship. The novel visits their lives and their relationship on July 15 in successive years in each chapter for 20 years. Emma wants to improve the world and begins writing and performing plays, which remain unsuccessful, while Dexter travels through the world, drinking and hooking up with women. Eventually both move to London where Emma becomes a waitress in Kentish Town at a Tex-Mex restaurant, while Dexter becomes a successful television presenter.

While there are various attempts from both sides to start a relationship, coincidences stop Emma and Dexter from getting together and while they have relationships with other people, they stay best friends, both secretly longing for the other. They are drawn together closer through a holiday together and the death of Dexter's mother.

Emma breaks up with her boyfriend, Ian, after realising she is creating a life with someone she doesn't love. During this time Emma is able to find a job as a teacher, after various years of struggle, despite a "double-first degree". Dexter meanwhile develops a drinking and drug problem and watches his career collapse. The friendship between Emma and Dexter grows more and more difficult, after Emma is constantly hurt by Dexter who attempts to hide his feelings for her from both her and himself. After being treated rudely by Dexter at a restaurant, Emma breaks up the friendship.

At the wedding of Emma's former roommate, Emma and Dexter meet again. Emma admits that she wants Dexter back. At this point of time she has just ended an affair with her headmaster, Dexter has fallen in love with another woman, Sylvie, who is pregnant. At this reunion, Dexter invites Emma, who is disappointed by the situation, to his wedding.

Emma tries to overcome her problems and begins to write, while Dexter is unemployed and overwhelmed by his role as a father after his divorce from Sylvie, who was having an affair. After realizing this, he and Emma have sex for the first time. They do not get together and Emma leaves to go to Paris in the hope of writing a sequel to her first successful children's novel. When Dexter visits her in Paris, he learns that she met someone and likes him and for the first time admits his feelings to her. After talking about their relationship, Emma chooses Dexter.

Emma and Dexter form a relationship and are happy together, with plans to marry at some point, however Emma wants a child. The couple finds themselves frustrated by the failing attempts to have a child. Dexter however is able to open a deli-cafe and finds himself on his way back to being successful again. On the anniversary of the day they met after graduation and the day they got together, Emma and Dexter have an appointment to see a house. While travelling there, Emma has a bike accident and dies. After her death, Dexter finds himself in despair. He starts to drink again and provokes people in bars in order to get beaten. He is comforted through his ex-wife Sylvie, his father and his daughter. The upcoming year he travels together with his daughter to Edinburgh where he and Emma met and they climb the same mountain together that Emma and Dexter climbed 19 years ago.

The book ends with a memory of what happened after that first night together in 1988 and Emma's and Dexter's first kiss and promise to stay in touch and their goodbye.

here i noticed both novel and movie's plots were slightly changed, not 100% to focus on the novel, the movie had made something different. anyway, the story still attracts me though right now :)

this is another one from movie directed by Lone Scherfig in year 2011.

Plot

Emma Morley (Anne Hathaway) and Dexter Mayhew (Jim Sturgess) meet after their graduation from the University of Edinburgh on 15 July 1988. They spend the night together but agree to be friends.

Then one year later, Emma is working as a waitress in a Mexican restaurant in London and Dexter is travelling the world, drinking and promiscuously going through several girlfriends. Eventually Dexter becomes a wealthy and highly successful television presenter on a raucous late-night show. Although meeting once in a while throughout the years, Emma meets Ian (Rafe Spall), a comedian whom she doesn't find funny. The two start dating anyway and she becomes a school teacher.

Dexter's once-glamorous mother (Patricia Clarkson), now diagnosed with cancer, is unimpressed with the nature of his TV show. His father (Ken Stott) is also disappointed with him and bans him from the family house. Emma is growing steadily more irritated with Ian, so she and Dexter organize a meeting over dinner.

Dexter gets high from cocaine, insults Emma, flirts with a blonde down the hall and generally ignores her most of the time. After making a public scene Emma storms off, suggesting that they break off their friendship entirely.

A few years later, Emma's former roommate gets married and both she and Dexter are invited to the wedding. There she discovers that Dexter now has a new fiancee, Sylvie (Romola Garai), and is on the way to becoming a father. She tries to hide the fact that she is upset and they share a very brief kiss. Dexter learns that Sylvie is actually having an affair with an old friend of his. They divorce.

Emma and Ian split up and she becomes a published author. Emma moves to Paris, where Dexter visits in the hope that they will get together again. By this time, despite their one-night-stand, Emma now has a new boyfriend (Sébastien Dupuis), who plays piano in a jazz band. Smitten and taken aback by this knowledge, Dexter begins to leave. But Emma, having second thoughts, chases after him and catches up, resulting in their sharing a passionate kiss.

Over the next few years, they become engaged and marry, Dexter runs his own cafe which proves to be very lucrative, and they start trying to have their own baby. They're unsuccessful. While riding her bike out of a blind alley, Emma is hit by a truck and dies.

In 2011, Dexter visits the hill where he first went with Emma in 1988 again; this time with his daughter, Jasmine. He reminisces about the day when he and Emma first met.

what say you? ain't the love story so beautiful?

hehe

xxx

Wordless Wednesday ♥

a CNY appreciation from my Madam...

i got it from Madam personally two weeks ago...

not only me, a few selected staffs were honored to get this cloth from Madam...

xxx

22nd January 2013 - 7 months to go...

when i was blogging earlier, suddenly i realized today is 22nd... it is his birthday in 7 months to go... how sweet eh? Leo boy eh? oh well, he didn't wish the birthday for me this early of month but is okay for me, i think i got my best present from him already... although it's nothing but i was able to meet him!

for first time...

:)

but don't know when could meet again for next round?

sounds silly eh?

oh yeah, 7 months is a long way to go...

i hope everything is sailing smoothly... perhaps i am free from the jail?


xxx

birthday present again :)

ain't this nicer? haha... just got my birthday present yesterday! she knew i love baking hence she bought this as a present for my belated birthday as she would not join us for the birthday lunch, this is a birthday replacement for me... i appreciate her kindness and thoughtful! ♥

thanks to Miss Lim :)

i supposed to update my blog about my latest update but i was too busy until neglected my blog...

and today i am sharing the joyful news... :)

life is blessed ♥

xxx

a blissful Tuesday :)

just had a blissful lunch with my lovely colleagues... they are not a couple but good friends of mine. just grateful with this way! life is good ♥ we supposed to have the Japanese lunch but i didn't intend to the same place as we used to have there for previous celebrations... it seems slightly boring to me! indeed... haha... hence, i chosen another one but it's not available, i mean it's not opened yet!

no idea what to eat... walked and happened to see another colleagues and they asked me go to try that new restaurant since they are going there as well. no doubts, we went there and had it...

the restaurant is similar to the opposite restaurant called "Mizi Shabu Shabu" but they are providing the free chinese tea as well as refills, 3 types of soups and more food to select... the price is almost same with that Mizi Shabu Shabu... the food is okay. but i notice very few people visit this restaurant. am not sure about this though...

okay share the pix...

and taa daa....

this is my lunch set...

i chosen the herbal soup! it looks yummy plus i love the herbal food... indeed... haha... my another colleagues took the same set... but i didn't capture earlier because i was busy with my lunch! 

oh well, so far so good... :)

the lunch is on them as they are celebrating my belated birthday... hehe... 

life is blessed! 

xxx

my birthday present ♥

my birthday present ♥

an hour to go...

the life is blessed... i have a lot of friends to care and love me apart from my family... i am thankful for this such blissful life... indeed :)

i have a great birthday this year! anyway, i just steal some time to share...

♥ life is good ♥

before it hits by 12am tomorow, i would like to wish a very Happy Birthday to ME ♥ 

and hope my life is full with happiness and health... ;)

life is blessed ♥

before it hit on 2nd January... i would like to thank for those people around me, i'd feel blessed indeed! So do my children too ;)

we had celebrated our first child on x'mas eve as well as celebrated our second child by today as he is the New Year baby!!!

oh well, everyday is beautiful. hehe... soonest in next few days will be my turn to be the Birthday baby! lolx...

yeah my children and I are sharing the same western zodiac ♥ [ Capricorn ].

how blessed it is :)

we had fun times over these weeks...

anyway, Happy New Year and hope everything brings the happiness, good health, wealth n wiser by years ahead.... ♥