my dreams to stay in Australia permanently... ♥

since small until now i had always longing for migrating to the overseas as well as staying there! i don't wish to live in Malaysia as i prefer the life style there. flexible, peace and happy!

i still remember when i was in college days, i even prepared myself to fly to Australia. that time i was just 20. but something stopped me at that time. perhaps, i couldn't just leave my family or my family might worried sick of me as i live in Australia all alone without any close members. although i have some relatives in Australia but we were not that close because they were my daddy's half brother and family and i barely to call him "uncle" or speak with them when i was small. oh well, just skip this. there's no U-turn anymore :(

apart from that, i also wanted to provide a better education for my children as i knew Malaysia is not able to provide a better promising one. maybe? this is my thought but what i meant is my longing dream to stay in Australia :)

Australia is a country which i really love to... :) plus it is just a neighbor to Malaysia... perhaps it would be either Melbourne, Adelaide or Brisbane. it would be greater if i live nearby Gold Coast... *evil grin*

since i am married to my hubs, everything that i had dreamed is gone! i think my hubs is able not to giving me what i want... there's beyond the limits! and i am not satisfied still after 10 years... and i got nothing... i really thought this is quite wasteful of mine!!!! 10 years spent time with him but nothing to get... instead of arguing for nothing and never had any improvements in 10 years... everything remains the same despite of there is still slightly changing but not 100%... *long sighs, there's a long ways to achieve!!!... *

i think by that time when i am ready to migrate, maybe it would be slightly late for me... but i still hope it would be later than never :)

perhaps it is...

just a thought for now...

xxx

i miss him :(

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A Busy Day!!!

i miss him :(

it has been a week since i last received his mail... i replied to him for 2nd replies but he didn't reply.

long sighs...

i miss him indeed...

goshh...

xxx

there will be end of month soon...

today is 30th March... tomorrow would be 31st March... the time flies so fast eh?

i recalled how much i have done for this month?

too much wasteful things eh?

hmm...

in fact, i have planned something but i feel like something pushes me or something stops me...

regarding the house purchasing, i guess it is almost completed by now after gone thru so many things in this month... my hubs had just withdrew his EPF fund a few days ago after we applied it. but i haven't got any approval from KWSP for the EPF fund?

weird... just let wait another few days...

now we wait for Juru Nilai's documents as well as Public Bank lawyer documents.

still need to wait another 1-2 months to get our own dream house very soon... yay!!!!


xxx

i dreamed of him...?

this is really strange of mine...

since i found he had removed his FB account, i have been slightly crazy. Oh NO... this can't happen!

okay, as i spoke, i got no idea how to contact him... thus, i tried to email him as i have his email in my MSN list. i was trying... no harm at all right? either he replies or not is fine. just a try.

i wrote ::

"hey dear xxxxx (his full name)... what's up to you lately? everything is fine with you?"

i never expected on next day he replied me!

but ... that's really awful when he called me in as "Madam xxx (my surname)"...

i was like "OH Shit"... hehe...

he just spoke that next time we meet again, he hopes i bring some baked goodies for him...

i knew it and i already promised myself to bake some for him since i didn't get the chance to bake for him last year... too bad!

see he is doing fine there, i could have less worried by now...

though i miss him...

and...

i dreamed of him yesterday... this is really another strange thing that i have encountered!

how to explain the dream i encountered?

hmm...

"we were in a somewhere like hotel or apartment? my late mummy was there... she spoke with him as well as me... i lived with him in a room like a couple??"

can't be certain though but it's just a dream as i mentioned... but i really enjoyed that dream throughout the night. hehe... like i didn't want to wake up for the reality! okay i still need to back where i live in the reality though the dream is just a dream... nothing is impossible!

oh well, it's Monday Blues though...

i can have a peace life now without Miss L around. yay!!!

xxx

the dimple guy removed... :(

As usually, i would follow up the updates of my favourite dimple guy earlier... i found that his FB is freshly removed... totally disappears!!! Tried to look for him but i thought he must removed everything about him in FB... not sure whats the reason this time but i really upset because he never talks or informs me before removing his FB and now i am totally lost idea how to contact him... :(

Out-sudden, i really miss him already... i think last year may be our first n last meeting... in the future it would not happen again although he mentioned that we shall meet again later this year... don't know how true it is and even worse i don't have his contact!!! How to meet again...

:(

craving for the red bean dessert ♥

a whole busy day, suddenly i recall the red bean when my colleague mentioned... she supposed to give me but didn't give me until now and yet i feel so craving of red bean dessert, i plan to get the red bean boiled soon...

*source*

i wonder when was the last time i had the red bean dessert? i think maybe a few months back? can't remember but i really crave for the red bean... hehe... yummy!

okay, never mind if she doesn't give, i can get them boiled later for myself rather than waiting for nothing plus the time is 4.40pm by now... ain't it late now?

red bean....

xxx

Overhead flyover near Cyberjaya collapses

http://www.malaysiakini.com/news/222578

just read it earlier... it was happening earlier today. Cyberjaya!

just wish those people who pass by there are safe and sound right now...


xxx

Alfio Raldo Purse

nice or not? i browsed earlier... found this wallet... slightly expensive than i chosen another wallet costed rm79.90 but then i got voucher rm20, this needs more than 80 dollar, hence i chosen this instead.

i hope can get asap as the condition said if order before 4.30pm by today, 2 working days... i guess it should be reach by this Friday.... :)

horrayy! yay! i chosen COD instead of using the credit card because i thought longer in a while... if i use the credit card, would burden me more! long neck already! sighs... better choose the simple way eg. COD?

:)

xxx

my first Hello Kitty Debit card :)

another day i went to HLB to take out a few cash to pay my car installment, i saw Hello Kitty bunting. hence, i asked the person in charge about it. she spoke that it's for the adult saving account. need to open at least RM300 for first time. i told her that i shall apply next time.

Hello Kitty! 

* source *

and...

browsing the HLB online and looking at this website... impressing eh?

today i really went there just to apply this Hello Kitty debit card! * thanks to my colleague, Mr Chan for accompanying me :) *

in fact, i got the MBB cheque which was given by my brother last week but i delayed until now. i never expected my brother to whatsapp me and asking me why i still not bank in the cheque... =_="

i shocked like can't believe. i wondered how did he know i haven't bank in the cheque yet? scary huh??? hehe... i told him that i shall going to bank in very soon means i wanted to open new account as well as getting the Debit Card... but i didn't tell him that i am going to open new account. i wondered whether does this Debit Card help? but actually i applied this is just for fun. because of Hello Kitty. no any purpose though. oh well, i got this!

nice eh? :)

i knew i have soo many accounts but none of them are loaded with money! some of them are... specially for salaried and savings only.

i shall replace my current Coach wallet to a new big wallet since my wallet is so small and no space for putting the cards. sighs... 

xxx

Wordless Wednesday ♥

Countdown-ing

a few hours later, we will bid a good bye for 2012...

happening many memories :: happy, sad, sweet, bitter...

i hope this New Year would brings me more brighter sides and let's fight for the future...

i have a lot of dreams which i haven't chased yet because there's always stopping me...

this time i hope i can determine to fight my dreams!

:)