delay no more...

it seems delaying no more and my good colleague, WC asked me...

"have you told your hubby"

i replied, "NO, if i tell him now, there would be more objections, hence i just go ahead without his permissions..."

the time is tougher now and i knew the day would be coming... 

today is public holiday yet we have to work. oh no, i can't delay anymore, i need to make up my mind by hand over the letter. the centre is awaiting me to join as soon as possible.

everything for the centre has done, just left me!!! a matter of timing!!!

looking at my close friends, they are really supporting my decision to join the centre, it is obviously no doubt for me to tender the resignation letter and starts a new life as a person in charge of the centre. yes i am... despite of my unhappy hubby who never agrees on whatever i have done, he can't stop me although he voiced out that i am selfish, never think about him, never discuss with him and etc but i can't take it anymore, if i want i must do for our better life.

otherwise, if i listen to my hubby today and don't go for it, i might be super regret 100% later on. okay, no matter what will happen later, i still determined to go for it...

i just pray HE blesses me in everything, have a surprise and miracle which would happen to me any sooner if the time permits. 

i hope my family changes the mind on me... i am no longer who am i... i am the one who going to fight the own happiness and better life rather than remaining the same living where we are now... 

i wanna the improvement of livings for my family as well as for my children.

because of i am able not providing whatever they want, now i wan provide them as much as i can once i have own one and i wanna give the best for my family and my siblings who always help me a lot in past, i will never forget their helps and supports. i will be there for them whenever they need. 

okay what i need to do is i wanna to change the life into better one...

please...?!!

please give me the strength to change the life.... :)

and....

Madam came already but she went to R&D... :(

she seems busier than me though and i am wondering how would it be when i go to meet Madam out of sudden? perhaps she knew i wanna leaving already?

xxx