knock... knock... it's here already... my 11st years of wedding anniversary yet it seems fading away and nothing's happening today and no even words from his mouth to wish me...
*longggggg sighssss....*
as i spoke in previous entry, he is kinda not a romance man and he doesn't know how to cheer my day and appreciating my all-doings... oh well, just ignore this... this time, i shall not wish any greetings with him not like those past years where i used to remind and wished him for those anniversaries in years... and now i feel tired... and fed up already with ways it go...
and i won't wish or what... just let it go on itself course...
don't know as if today is not important to him? perhaps it is... because 11st years is not a short period and we have been gone thru ups and downs eg. arguments, fights, bitch-ing, and etc but it doesn't mean we became matured but we need to learn all these processes thru experiences that we have been encountering and i knew what's he looking alike... that's why it couldn't bring up a good discussion or communication between me and him...
that's a fact...
i admit i have a difficult communication with him... not easy to pass this hardest level as his ways to talk are very terrible...
like what i meant, when i ask this and that... he would answers - - - hantu, ghost, heaven, u think le, u duno? and more to go which really pissed me off all the times and the way to communicate should be talk properly not those ways he talks! i really super patient when he answers like that... don't know how he communicates with another people apart from me OR maybe only me?
it seems the ways he really bullies me! that's obviously doings of him...
until now, he still never gets improved... oh well, this also needs time to heal everything...
i just hope everything goes fine with him although he doesn't understand...
xxx
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